the story of a young mother.

the story of a young mother.
by:gus agusti

the story of a young mother.

 Tin is still the mainstay Belitung society, money is still easy to find. Our new home is filled up with happiness. and a half years later we built a house that is not so great but it could for shelter from sun and heat exposure. soon I was pregnant I was happy and he was also happy for I m pregnant we will get the baby and can strengthen and deepen our marriage. There was always happy in our home for the birth of our first child, we have prepared everything for the little guy needs to be an idol for us.

Soon after I gave birth to a daughter who was funny and we added pretty happy. My husband chose to go home sooner after the baby . we enter the second year our domestic harmony began to shake. I do not know what causes it, my husband is often out at night and he had no more money is more like usually he only provide some income from the job another not know where. I began to suspect that my husband went to the night club .I had warned him not to be frequently out there remember the night my wife and kids at home. but he does not care about me. I ended up with all humility to accept what happened in my household. I was getting irritated and does not care .I do not he wanted to go home or not is up, sometimes I saw him asleep on a chair in the living room furniture. I purposely did not open the door .Until one night he was calling me to ask for help and I do not care he come inaudible voice, I felt he had fallen asleep and I opened the door to her room. he lay on the floor until  I woke, but he did not move and I turned his body saw fresh blood out of mouth.I tried to wake him but he did not wake up again.

When my husband was already dead and until his funeral tomorrow I still can not forgive him. until one day I was told by my husband's friend, if my husband had cancer. but I do not believe with his friend, I asked to be taken where he was treated and I was taken for treatment where he belongs to a dokter.and I just found out after the doctor explained about the deadly disease it.I feel guilty for all this. got home I shed a tear over the my mistake.to I entered the room and broke down what he had and I found a bunch of receipts and payment of prescription drugs that make up the numbers do not regret and apologize to my family and my in-laws family.